About me

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  • Name: Sabrina / Ati
  • Age: 33
  • Origin: Berlin, Germany
  • Job: Student (M.A. Asian Studies), Nurse (Charité CUS)
  • Me: Bookworm, vegan, fangirl, dreamer, artist
  • Art: Picturing life & the world
  • Style: Childlike, colorful, often simplified, manga-comic-style
  • Dream: Flying to a livable exoplanet one day, seeing the northern lights
  • Wishes: The end of animal suffering
  • Hope: Finding my true love
  • Motto: Nankurunaisa – Everything will be fine

To me art is a creative way to express myself, my passions and my life. It can be some fanart, some random stuff that crosses my mind or even a slice of real life I experience. I don’t have any special drawing talent but my own unique style and that’s just fine. Having fun while drawing is most important I think. I do mainly digital art since it brings me the most joy. Occasionally I go back to my drawing roots though and paint with my color pencils. Both ways of painting are part of me. I always try to become a better artist what doesn’t come easy to me. More complex backgrounds, compositions or no-chibi-like pictures are true challenges for me. But I won’t give up trying.

I would say that I am not a very normal person but with good intentions overall. Life experiences and several hardships made me the way I am, not trusting anyone and a bit crazy, but still okay and open minded. I am a fangirl of many things, a shipper and a slasher. Currently I am totally into Star Trek and especially the Spones fandom, reading fanfictions, watching the series, searching for people I can share my interests with and so on. Feel free to interact with me if you are the same, I would love it.

A very important fact about me is that I am a vegan. To me this is not only a simple eating habit but an attidute towards life itself and the value of all animals that became an essential part of my very existence. Therefore I am participating in animal rights activism when the circumstances allow it, I do vegan art and I feel most comfortable when being around other vegan people. I am also into astronomy what is a hobby of mine that is relatively new. So I am still exploring the space and its possibilities, saving money for my first telescope, reading books and papers about the topic, watching the NASA live streams and more.

Live long, vegan and prosper.

Lu HP Bout


  • Books: Black Magician Trilogy, A Court of Thornes and Roses Trilogy, The Fading Lands Series, Incarnate Trilogy, Federleicht-Series, An Ember in the Ashes Quartet
  • Movies: The Lord of the Rings, Pride and Prejudice, Interstellar
  • TV Series: The X Files, Fringe, Star Trek TOS & TNG, The Big Bang Theory, The Handmaid’s Tale, Stranger Things
  • Anime: Clannad, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Hotarubi no mori e, X 1999
  • Manga: Lumen Lunae, Fruits Basket, Shinshi Doumei Cross, Fullmoon wo Sagashite, Nana
  • Fictional Characters: Leonard ‚Bones‘ McCoy (DeForest), Walter Bishop, Atemu, Dr. Dr. Sheldon Lee Cooper, Rhysand (Nightcourt), Luke Skywalker, Geralt of Riva, June Osborne, Jack Bristow, Shizuo Heiwajima, Akkarin (High Lord), Magnus Bane, Mr. Gold/Rumpelstiltskin, Newt Scamander
  • Animals: Cats, Iguana/Batagame/Geckos (saurians)
  • Countries: Scotland, Japan
  • Food: Pizza, mushrooms
  • Genre: Fantasy, Dystopia, Sci-Fi
  • Discipline: Astronomy (=secret love)
  • Youtuber: Gronkh
  • Games: Ori and the blind Forest, Minecraft/Life in the Woods, Ark, Detroit Become Human
  • Shippings: Spones, K/S(/Mc), Atemu x Seto, Rumbelle, Malec, Scully/Mulder
  • Celebrity: Leonard Nimoy
  • Quote: „Because the world isn’t as cruel as you take it to be.“ – Celty Sturluson